There’s a mess in my head and quite a few stifled emotions in my heart. I’ve been forced to admit I’ve still got lots of work to do. But I now remember what I dream at night, and while they often get frightening, there’s something beautiful in every one of them. I fall asleep peacefully and I wake up peacefully and that’s more than I had in the months when I thought I was all peachy and finally done with self-analysis. You’re never quite done with self-analysis, I should have kn
